[ It's not just the private bathroom she could get used to. Being touched affectionately and looked at speechlessly, it's nothing short of addictive. And being able to slide her hands up his bare chest and lean up on her toes to return that kiss — yeah, this is really fucking nice.
Settling back on her heels, she grins up at him, tilting her head to the side so her long hair cascades in a shifting curtain over one shoulder. That teasing mischief emerges again as she pats his chest almost comfortingly. ]
Well, maybe one weekend you can send the novices off on some grueling training exercise and we can have the place to ourselves. Until then, we'll just have to make do.
Oh, don’t put ideas in my head. It’s happening. I’ll find a way.
[ It would be difficult, considering any sorcerer could portal in anytime — but he was choosing to see it as a challenge now, and there were few things Doctor Strange liked more than a challenge. He’s already thinking about enhanced privacy wards, about alarms and sensors to warn them if anyone’s approaching, about seeing if he can wall off part of the Sanctum so it’s inaccessible by magic, so anyone has to knock on the door the good old-fashioned way…
And, so. It turns out that apart from his self-consciousness about his hands, Stephen is pretty easygoing and comfortable with this: the flirtation, the easy affection, the sex. He kisses her again — he honestly can’t get enough of that, can’t stop relishing the fact that he is allowed to, now — and then it’s his turn to vanish to the restroom.
Once he returns, he slides back into bed with a contented sigh, rejoining her. ]
It’s probably too much to say you should keep the shirt on all day, isn’t it?
[ Julia has absolutely no doubt that he will, in fact, find a way to make this particular fantasy come true. Honestly, she's looking forward to it; she likes the sound of them having a semi-normal morning in the kitchen like any other couple. For maybe five seconds, she considers offering her apartment as an alternative since no one would bother them there— But then she firmly dismisses the thought, not willing to risk a PTSD episode just for some alone time.
No, he'll come up with something. He always does.
Stephen is in the bathroom just long enough for Julia to pluck a book from the stash he'd kept hidden in his private space and slip back under the blankets. The pages are crisp with age and crinkle slightly as she turns them, trying to parse what she can from the illustrated diagrams and what little she knows of Turkish. It's only when he slides back into bed beside her that she looks away from the book in her hands, the absolute picture of innocence. ]
It's not too much. I wasn't planning on giving it back, anyway.
Good. [ Now ensconced in the blankets beside her, Stephen cranes his head to look over her shoulder and see which book Julia happened to pluck out of the stack. ]
It’s a grimoire with a few different spells; my Turkish isn’t the best, so I haven’t be able to get any of them working just yet.
[ One of the bookmarked pages beneath her finger is about ways to forego rest using magic. He’s chronically terrible with sleep, tends to struggle with it, and the insomnia’s only gotten exponentially worse since the accident and becoming a sorcerer. Thus: perpetually seeking out coffee, and then when coffee doesn’t work, magical stimulants and ways to keep his mind sharp and alert even without a full night’s sleep. ]
[ Knowing he hasn't been able to crack the spells in the grimoire just makes her even more interested. She flips back to the first bookmarked page, scanning the calligraphy and wishing Turks had adopted a Roman alphabet much sooner. Which is very White Colonial of her, she acknowledges, but Arabic script had never been a perfect match for the more vowel-heavy Turkish. When she can't discern the context of the first spell, she flips forward to another, this one much easier to understand. ]
This has to do with sleep. [ Her fingertips ghost over the curling calligraphy before she turns her head to look at him with more curiosity than concern. For now. ] Not sleeping well?
Nope, [ Stephen says, popping the p much like Julia does; a little verbal tic he’s picked up from her after all their months together. ] See enough unspeakable horrors, the subconscious gets quite a bit of fodder to work with.
[ He says it lightly, though, with that trademark flippancy as if it’s no big deal. It’s gone on for so long now that he’s grown used to it: waking in sweat-tangled sheets, clutching his face, dreaming of his own death across the multiverse. It’s even worse, too, after meeting that haunted, haggard version of himself and knowing the other Strange was literally hunting himself across his dreams. Cheerful stuff. ]
Chamomile tea, I am regretful to announce, doesn’t do shit.
[ She loves that he's picked that up from her; every time she hears it, something in her warms and feels a little more right. Along with all the little things they do for each other, and all the things they share, it makes her feel like she's home. He is home as much as the Sanctum is.
Which is why it hurts to hear that they share this form of suffering too. Her tone is more serious than his, actually acknowledging the problem instead of pretending it's not much of one at all. ]
No, it really doesn't.
[ Unspeakable horrors are something she's unfortunately gained a great deal of experience with over the past few years. Witnessing her own death isn't among them, thankfully, but she's seen enough friends die in various ways and timelines to provide plenty of ammunition for her nightmares. Add in a few vengeful asshole gods and you've got the Julia Wicker Nightmare Cocktail.
Closing the book, she offers it to him to do with as he pleases — she's certainly not getting up again. ]
Not that I’ve found yet. [ A plain answer, brief yet honest, as Stephen accepts the book and then magically floats it over to another precarious pile on an overstuffed armchair on his side of the room. But then there’s a smile coiling at the corner of his mouth as he continues, ]
I hadn’t yet tried riotous amounts of sex, though, so there might be a cure for insomnia hidden in there somewhere. Which we should investigate, going forward. You know. For science.
[ Honestly, she should have expected that would be his answer. It catches her off-guard, though, and she can't stop the amused grin that tugs at her lips. Something warm blooms in her chest as she shakes her head and nestles further down in the blankets, turning on her side to face him. ]
For science, huh? I do enjoy research. [ Especially the positively exhausting kind. ]
[ Of course Stephen Strange would find ways to turn scientific vocabulary into dirty talk. But his grin is matching hers, warm and teasing and playful. They have fun with each other, is the thing, and is the thing that matters.
And the night — and morning — passes like that. Some other evening, they might sit awake poring over more of those books and untangling some particularly gnarly piece of Turkish grammar and its arcane implications together, but for now, they’re too distracted by the fresh new appeal of intimacy: hands on each other, mouths meeting, eventually falling asleep content and exhausted. When they eventually wake up in the morning with sunlight drifting through the curtains, they inevitably wind up drawn to each other to explore that territory all over again in the cold light of day, dead-sober and yet still eager.
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Settling back on her heels, she grins up at him, tilting her head to the side so her long hair cascades in a shifting curtain over one shoulder. That teasing mischief emerges again as she pats his chest almost comfortingly. ]
Well, maybe one weekend you can send the novices off on some grueling training exercise and we can have the place to ourselves. Until then, we'll just have to make do.
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[ It would be difficult, considering any sorcerer could portal in anytime — but he was choosing to see it as a challenge now, and there were few things Doctor Strange liked more than a challenge. He’s already thinking about enhanced privacy wards, about alarms and sensors to warn them if anyone’s approaching, about seeing if he can wall off part of the Sanctum so it’s inaccessible by magic, so anyone has to knock on the door the good old-fashioned way…
And, so. It turns out that apart from his self-consciousness about his hands, Stephen is pretty easygoing and comfortable with this: the flirtation, the easy affection, the sex. He kisses her again — he honestly can’t get enough of that, can’t stop relishing the fact that he is allowed to, now — and then it’s his turn to vanish to the restroom.
Once he returns, he slides back into bed with a contented sigh, rejoining her. ]
It’s probably too much to say you should keep the shirt on all day, isn’t it?
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No, he'll come up with something. He always does.
Stephen is in the bathroom just long enough for Julia to pluck a book from the stash he'd kept hidden in his private space and slip back under the blankets. The pages are crisp with age and crinkle slightly as she turns them, trying to parse what she can from the illustrated diagrams and what little she knows of Turkish. It's only when he slides back into bed beside her that she looks away from the book in her hands, the absolute picture of innocence. ]
It's not too much. I wasn't planning on giving it back, anyway.
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It’s a grimoire with a few different spells; my Turkish isn’t the best, so I haven’t be able to get any of them working just yet.
[ One of the bookmarked pages beneath her finger is about ways to forego rest using magic. He’s chronically terrible with sleep, tends to struggle with it, and the insomnia’s only gotten exponentially worse since the accident and becoming a sorcerer. Thus: perpetually seeking out coffee, and then when coffee doesn’t work, magical stimulants and ways to keep his mind sharp and alert even without a full night’s sleep. ]
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This has to do with sleep. [ Her fingertips ghost over the curling calligraphy before she turns her head to look at him with more curiosity than concern. For now. ] Not sleeping well?
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[ He says it lightly, though, with that trademark flippancy as if it’s no big deal. It’s gone on for so long now that he’s grown used to it: waking in sweat-tangled sheets, clutching his face, dreaming of his own death across the multiverse. It’s even worse, too, after meeting that haunted, haggard version of himself and knowing the other Strange was literally hunting himself across his dreams. Cheerful stuff. ]
Chamomile tea, I am regretful to announce, doesn’t do shit.
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Which is why it hurts to hear that they share this form of suffering too. Her tone is more serious than his, actually acknowledging the problem instead of pretending it's not much of one at all. ]
No, it really doesn't.
[ Unspeakable horrors are something she's unfortunately gained a great deal of experience with over the past few years. Witnessing her own death isn't among them, thankfully, but she's seen enough friends die in various ways and timelines to provide plenty of ammunition for her nightmares. Add in a few vengeful asshole gods and you've got the Julia Wicker Nightmare Cocktail.
Closing the book, she offers it to him to do with as he pleases — she's certainly not getting up again. ]
Is there anything that does help?
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I hadn’t yet tried riotous amounts of sex, though, so there might be a cure for insomnia hidden in there somewhere. Which we should investigate, going forward. You know. For science.
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For science, huh? I do enjoy research. [ Especially the positively exhausting kind. ]
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[ Of course Stephen Strange would find ways to turn scientific vocabulary into dirty talk. But his grin is matching hers, warm and teasing and playful. They have fun with each other, is the thing, and is the thing that matters.
And the night — and morning — passes like that. Some other evening, they might sit awake poring over more of those books and untangling some particularly gnarly piece of Turkish grammar and its arcane implications together, but for now, they’re too distracted by the fresh new appeal of intimacy: hands on each other, mouths meeting, eventually falling asleep content and exhausted. When they eventually wake up in the morning with sunlight drifting through the curtains, they inevitably wind up drawn to each other to explore that territory all over again in the cold light of day, dead-sober and yet still eager.
And that night, there weren’t any nightmares. ]